philipghj's Xanga

Monday, June 07, 2004

Mon, 07 Jun 2004 18:27:45 GMT

this page has officially moved to REAWAKENING.blogspot.com.

-->Thanks

Sunday, May 02, 2004

Sun, 02 May 2004 11:51:33 GMT

Alright…15days and counting….its too near..arhhh….all these exams stress is a killer….classes today were abit boring…and I was so tired…really don’t know why…just felt like sleeping at times in class…the most amazing thing happened today…my class which has about 150 or more students..all left leaving a small number of about 10 students for the last class…everyone practically did not want to attend the particular lecturer class…it was too abvious…it the first time I ever seen such an occurance…anyway..i left too…the lecturer which flew down from Singapore taught the class like we were dumb…seriously..he taught us that when you see the word ‘discuss’ in a question..we should explain of the pros and cons…like duh isn’t it…we started classes about a year and a half ago…and now he tell us that!…the obvious absents in class shows that Malaysian wouldn’t waste time with lecturers that had undermined the peoples capabilities…yeah…Malaysia BOLEH!!! Now..that something to boast about !!Watched the movie ‘radio’ yesterday….a superb performance by cuba gooding jr. and ed harris…it’s a great movie…it depicts about a ‘special ’ boy(mentally challenged) that met a football coach…the coach tried his best to get him to be accepted by society….being based on a true story…the movie is a must watch movie!!….

Monday, April 19, 2004

Mon, 19 Apr 2004 12:07:32 GMT

nearly everyday is a routine....its 7.30am...arrrhhh im gonna be late!!...i would have a quick bath, pack my stuff up and try to get out the house by 8am...i would have to rush to the lrt and with the morning jam..it'll take about 20 minutes to get there...get the car parked rush straight to the counter to get myself a ticket....where am i headed? obviously the heart of kl....the ride up would take another 20 minutes..the fact that the station that i departure is the 2 stop...my chances of getting a seat is very much brighter..haha...pity all those thats gotta stand...its amazing how some have actually learned the art of dozing off while standing in the lrt...ive gotta give it to them...AMAZING!! ...having the luxury of seating, i would listen to my mp3 player whilst i await to reach my destined stop...and around me...everyone seems to look like zombies...given a chance..i bet they would rather spend the entire morning in bed than rushing to work....somehow..their faces lit up on fridays...its probably them thinkin of how to spend the nite...

finally..i reach my lrt stop...i quickly walk out of the station and rush to college...i walk fast...i mean very fast...i dont really know why..but its most probably because i rather walk fast than stroll around…hate it when people takes their time to walk…there nothing much to see in kl in the morning!!doesnt anyone get that!!?? anyway..my walk take about 7 minutes..and ill rush to class to get a spot to sit…the problem with college is, while classes only starts at 10am, many comes early to get front seats and book them…there are some that would come as early as 8.00am just to get the seat the so desire…for me, its just insane to do that…i reach college at 9.00am…that’s the best I can do.…after getting a seat infront…ill head for breakfast…classes would start at 10..and we would have about an hour and a half break in between….classes ends at 5.30pm….then…its time to study!! ill probably hang around for awhile..before getting to the library to revise and study more !!....some of the others also do that…we would have our dinner an hour later…and go back and study until about 9pm….after 9…we would leave for the lrt…i would then get back home about 10+pm…take a bath…and lace around before heading to dream land !!

so that’s my life…fun? yeah…it is actually you’ll never know of this lifestyle that so many has liven…until u come to the great ‘ KEMAYAN ATC’….so those all ya’ll that which for a taste of this….come on over and live the lawyers dream…. :o)

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

Wed, 14 Apr 2004 13:48:56 GMT

Its been too long since I last wrote…so so busy…arrgghhh…just got back at 10pm from college…had study discussion with matt, jia hui, and jack on contract and legal system…its killing me!! just a month more before exams…gotta go to college tomorrow too…did not go out much lately…spending most time in college…

Life has been so hectic…cannot wait for the holidays…hope to attend the fga’s creative workshop in june…tryin to get some of the youths to join…so can get cheaper..hehe…anyways….gotta run…study before tommorow’s study group again !!

Friday, April 09, 2004

Fri, 09 Apr 2004 08:33:21 GMT

ive done some stuff for fun...so u can access the front page for this blog with this address www.philosophy.cjb.net ..im tryin my best to have a full web-site but it would require time...hopefully i have time to do it during my holidays...will then..its just this blog for now...

Wednesday, April 07, 2004

Wed, 07 Apr 2004 13:17:34 GMT

there is so much to write...alot happened in these couple weeks which i had not the time to write...since now im abit unoccupied..i might as well do it....2 weeks ago..david, michelle, jacelyn and i went on a treasure hunt to kuantan..it was a hunt from kl to kuantan...so throughout the way from kl to kuantan..we had to search for answers...it was a 9 hour race to kuantan..and it was great...the race started at hyatt saujana subang and finished at hyatt kuantan...we ended up in the 9th position out of about 40 cars that joined...thank god we actually won...it was my first hunt..so we did quite well...we were given a night stay at hyatt kuantan...inwhich, we really enjoyed ourselves...and i really did enjoyed my sun bathing session...haha..

studies are still goin on as usual...tension is mounting as exams are a month away...im terrified..i dont want to refer this exams...somehow matt, jack and vincent are waiting anticipatingly for the class trip...they are trying to decide either to have our vacations after the exams at langkawi or pangkor...im not really bothered where we end up..so as long as we go somewhere near a beach...we are likely to stop at penang for a night or so..just for fun....wow..im actually finishing the whole pack of OREOs as i write this....hehe...

havent been to church for awhile...had to go to classes that are on sunday...sunday don't seems like sunday..as we spent most of our time in class...cf was good last saturday...i realised that there are many people with loads of problems...some just could not forgive another as much as they want to...i agree that its indeed hard to forgive a person that has done terrible things againts you...what more if that person hurts your love ones...i guess its extremely difficult to forgive...nevertheless, myKING endured so much torturing without even having anger or revenge in his mind....he spoke, 'forgive them lord, for they know not what they do'...while he was hung to the cross....if myKING could forgive the people that had turned their backs on him...what more us..who are hurt so little compared to him...therefore, always pray, forgive and forget anyone that has done you wrong...we only live that long, there is no time to hate..but to forgive and forget...

guess i wrote too much this time...so better stop...my OREOs are running out too... :?

Saturday, April 03, 2004

Sat, 03 Apr 2004 15:25:09 GMT

been very busy late...got loads of studies to do before May...cf today was pretty good...we were on the issue of whether we would stand for our faith..even till the last breath we take....its a hard question...peter, a disciple of christ..had deny christ 3 times...what more us...i pray that i would never deny myKING...no matter what the circumstance..i would endure as how he did...for greater love is no more than this, that he would lay down his life for a friend...and as he had laid his life for me..i can do no less but to give all that i am to him...

read the newspaper today...4 terrorist from the bali bombing were caught...and they gave their interview to the local tv station...apparently they are sorry for what they did..and seek forgiveness from the victim's family and allah...somehow..the muslim religion has been twisted so much until killing apparently has become something lawful in their eyes...they calling themselves freedom fighters would try and cleanse the world in the name of their god 'allah'..of all the other religions......wow..talkin about madness of the world!! people are disillusion with everything....!

Wednesday, March 24, 2004

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 10:56:39 GMT

have just watched ' lost in translation '..after being all the academy and golden globe nominee..thought maybe i just watch to see whats so great about the movie...its quite an ok movie...but nothing special...

somehow this week..i could not pay my full attention while in class...i just feel awfully tired..and wanted to get rest as much as possible...crime's revision is over...revision for the english legal system starts this sat...better pay more attention in class!!...last week wasn't a good week...was quite pissed most of the days...just didnt felt well.....

church wants the youth to do a presentation or something for its 1 year anniversary...i rather the youth took easter for their presentation...would be less time but at least could have an idea of what to do...now, everyone is quite blank..and undecided on doin a skit or just plain singin...will leave it to the person in charge to think...

im so bored...im quite confused now on what i really want...doin law and all is fun...but it seems unappealing for me to be a lawyer someday...i would rather do something creative that i always loved...somehow..i can do law..but my passion is doin creative stuff like graphic designs and all...but in monetary sense...legal work would earn more....so would you want to do something u enjoy? or enjoy with what you benefit ?......HARD!!

Saturday, March 20, 2004

Sat, 20 Mar 2004 15:42:11 GMT

its been such a tiring day...i didnt felt too good today..and therefore left class early...i could not breath in class..just felt like passing out...it wasnt the best day today...but it got a little better after i met up with the guys...

tommorow is the day of election...we'll see what happens to the parliament then...hopefully i would have a holiday on monday..so i could rest a little more before goin back to the long-classes...class would start at 2pm tommorow coz its election day...so i get to go to church!...at least something! :)

Thursday, March 18, 2004

Thu, 18 Mar 2004 07:07:38 GMT

....finally went to have my hair cut...i was pretty scared of goin to the hair stylist..i have this phobia of goin to have my hair cut every time...somehow everytime after i have my hair cut..i would look like some school-kid...its pathetic...that's why i don't have a personal favorite hair stylist...i would never go back to the same hair stylist..coz most of the time..my hair would kinda suck after being cut...i wanted to have my hair cut short this time..i comtemplated awhile if that was what i really wanted..coz my hair looks pretty alright now...but i just felt like a change...a change can be sometimes very awful...when i stepped in this hair-saloon..it looks like a nice place..but after seeing the hair-stylist that seems pretty girlish and kinda look gay...i was terrified...but i decided to the chance..coz the place looks nice...so i guess things just could'nt go wrong....and thank god..my hair looks actually not bad this time...i'm pretty satisfied with his service...wow..what a relieve!

yeah...there's gonna be a youth review tommorow...so, let see what happens then..things are ok at the youths..but there is still much room for improvement... :o) ...hoping to get out of house now and do something fun!...haven't been goin out much lately..except for college...!!...haha